Little things

Its been such a long time that I last updated. I think it was when I started my MLS. Now I've come to the end of the journey. Its really coming to an end in 3 days time. I'm filled with a tsunami of emotions as the curtain is drawing close. There is so much that I learn in this short journey.

Where do I start ?

Let me start with today.. we had our CP presentations.. I cannot describe what I felt after the whole event ended. Disappointed? maybe. Relieved? yes. Upset? Not really.

All I wanted to say is that all the hype that was created by the tutor that caused uproar in the other group members has come to this..

What you think is not what you get.. at the end of the day you see for yourself what was teh outcome.

But whatever lah... I just dont want to think about it anymore.

But I love my Team 4; they gave me the strength, the conviction that I am more capable that what I think of myself. I was greatly motivated by our CP project. I still feel that what we had come up with has so much ground and scope. It really shows the potential in our project.

After today, I guess each of us had to spent time on our own to absorb what had just happened. Wherever we are be it at Toastbox or Coffeebean, we needed time to just realise that in one way or another, this has been a great learning journey for us, to each his own.

For me, I just had to look for frens who I'm comfortable with and spent time with them. Just need to be with people whom I can reallay pour out my soul to. Not so much on what had happened earlier, but more on what had been happening in my life.

I just turned 45. But of course at this age, you begin to realise the little things in life that mean so much to you. After going through so much in the past year, I dont ask for much. Life experience has definitely made me a wiser person. But maybe not wise enough. If I had been wiser, then I'd probably be in a better situation.

As I remember in my reflection:

I wil not wish for the grass that is on the other side of the fence which seem greener but seldom is.

Importantly; God is in everything that is good particularly to me in the small things in life.

The small things like the frens I have who were willing to hear my sad story. My family members who feels what I go thro and went thro it with me.

What more can I ask for.