We've been fasting for 14 days. As per normal, very tired.Really lack of sleep. There was a day when I woke up at 4 am to prepare for sahur. I heat up the frying pan and while waiting, I lie down for a while. And you know what happens when you lie down for a while esp when you are so tired. I dozed off. Jus when I shake myself up and saw smoke in the kitchen. Panic but luckily not as bad as last year. Last year the kitchen ceiling was already blackened but I actually forgot that I did that last year. Then, the other day, while driving home from school, I just find it hard to keep my eyes open. A second of shut eyes and you find your car going towards the curb.I've been sleeping late, very late like abt 2 am. Then wake up at abt. 4 am. Sleep again at abt 5am to wake up at 6 again to go to school. I think I've been living life dangerously this fasting month.
My poor husband has been busy at work too. He came back only at 6am. Didn't buka with us that was expected, but did not even get to sahur with us. He finally came home at abt 6am this mornig only to shower and go again before 7am.Then tomorrow he is working again. What a life. As May Tan always say...Its a dog's life.He usually does the washing of the car. And with the haze, the car really dirty. So no choice. Car Wash.I hope next week to be better.
I will be giving my class Mock exams. Just hope that they study.
Why do teachers always worry more than students when its their exams.
I worry abt my students. I worry abt my children also for their exams. Like this how not to have white hair. Thank God for my tudong.
I have not even done anything for Hari Raya. My curtain that is supposd to be sent to laundry has been left in one corner of the house for weeks.And I'm supposed to use it for Hari Raya. Sigh.....
Work don't say lah. Piling. I have also hit deadline that I pretend that I forgot. But I simply have no time to do.
Next week will try to be more on task.
And I finally changed to a new phone.
Its not what I initially wanted but I think will do. Aniwae, the kids always say that my phone is simply to answer call, SMS and hear radio. Good enough. My new phone have all that.