Post holiday

Actually, after a short work week and enjoying the long National Day break, it gets harder to get back to the work momentum. National Day was a good break. Managed to spent time with family and just getting fed with news of people that has lost touch for so long. Not that I am interested really, but need to put up the act that I am interested. Its things like this that I say which makes people come to the conclusion that I've changed. My attitude has changed. Not sure how much truth there is.. but had to admit that my level of sarcasm has increased. Which in simple words as some people wld put it...I've become very bitchy.
Does it mean that all along I've been very quiet abt things and mostly swallowing everything that is given that I'm OK. And now that I'm beginning to voice what is not right and what shouldn't be I've become "bitchy". Not very sure. But someone told me if by voicing out, things can change then its worth the talk. But if the culture has bn in placed and even by voicing out, I cannot change anything then I might as well just keep mum abt it. Need to really give it some serious thought. I remember telling someone that after years of being in the service and doing the same monotonous routine, you tend to become very good at giving no-brainer answers to a no-brainer questions. Does this also count to being bitchy?
But now after the long break, its really hard work. Prelims is now on. N levels then O levels. So as usual my duty days for exam is on. Nitty gritty issues like keys has become the highlight. Need to put up lots of 'drama'. But for how long... not very sure.
I was at the library yesterday. So I managed to hear some of the sermons by the motivators.
One very good point is on the value of PAIN. The higher the level of pain that we hv bn through in life, the more willing we are to work hard and to achieve our GOALS. The more we want to change our destiny.
"Failure is the Mother of Success". For me it like been there... done that.