7 days and counting

Exactly a week b4 Hari Raya. Wt hv I done to prepare for this big occassion- NOTHING. Everybody in the hse very slack abt this. Busy with own target. Exams for some. Work for others. And just soccer for one.
I've bn busy with the sec 3 coursework. I've got NO life. I finish my cw for graduating class, now I mark cw for my sec 3. My life is filled with jus coursework. I gave class test for my sec3 and the results were not very encouraging. While I do see a notch of improvement in the test marks, some have bn able to sustain their std of achieving a single digit in every test. Yet they argue over a 1 mark difference. When I scolded them for getting 4 for my test they argued that they did not get 4 BUT 5. Such a great difference. I dangle a 'carrot' in front of them jus to get them to study for the exam.If they can pass I give them a BEN & JERRY's ice cream. But after marking their test, I can safely say that I can keep my money. Really don't think that I will be buying any B&J for them. Maybe for me. Every nite I mark the CW. I think I deserve the B&J.
I want to spend some time doing things for Hari Raya but I got no strength. Everyday I wake up at 3.45am then sleep again at 4.30 am. Then wake up again at 6 am. Try to extend my sleeping time and to get as much shut eye as possible. So very tiring to hv to keep my eyes open during the day especially after 2pm.
I want to do something for Hari Raya so that I can get the feel for the occassion. I look at the hse, so much to do. Everybody knows there's so much to do yet nobody is moving to get it done.
Today someone ask me if I've started doing my hari raya cakes. I said of course. Everynite I make the layered cake-every layer of the cw I mark and flip...mark and flip. Thats my KEK Lapis.
Lame rt.When I say I want to buy from Raja Kuih, they say NO LAH. Not NiceLAh. Blah Blah.. I'm so tired just thinking abt it.