As I reflect through the conversations that I had today, I wonder what had happened to certain relationships that was established with certain individuals or groups that had crossed my path. Why had such relationships turn the other way. I am not one who warm up easily to people. I need time. But when I call you my fren, I will always try to be there for u and make time for u. As I recalled, I once had bn closely linked with certain groups that I thought I fondly termed them as 'my friends'. But somehow it doesnt last and I went through a rough patch of 'breakup'. I was flatly told in the face that we cannot be friends anymore. Huh? Cannot? How come I wonder people have the heart to tell u just like that.. Oh we cant be frens. Reason: we are not at the same level anymore. Must friends be at the same level? So does it mean that if I am higher I cant be your friends but if I am lower you can be my fren? Very chim I know. But is friendship like that? As I ponder to events and try to think of details that lead to the break down of the friendship, I question my own ability to judge a person character. By others I hv bn labelled as dump to be fooled by certain people even at such an age. So many wasted tears on the break up in friendship.But I am grateful cos I know things happen for a reason. Perhaps God would want you to become acquainted with many different people in the course of your life, so that when you meet the right ones, you can appreciate and be grateful for them. Whatever it is, I felt that it was a good lesson for me cos I learn and I see the true characters of people.
Its the holidays now. No more students but there's always work. It just give you more time to ramble on past events. Moved on already.
