Dear mum

I know that eventually I have to face the truth. The sad truth. I have been in denial all along thinking that things will not come to this. I have faith that things will all eventually work out especially for you but alas I cant change what is deem as fate.

Hubby says that there must surely be a silver lining to why thing happen the way it happen. Ada hikmah nya. There must be acceptance and I will redha. I hope you will too.

But I cant deny that I feel so lost and so helpless that I cant be the one to bring you good news. In fact I feel so utterly sad that I have to be the one to lay the cards to you.

But we shall both be brave abt this.

Rest assured that I will always be there for you.

I will always be there to take care of you till your old age. Just like you had been there for me in my time of need.

I will ... even when no one else will... I surely will.