My Halloween

This week is Halloween week. Halloween has always been special to me tho we don't celebrate but I will always remember that special day.

This time it falls on a Friday.


Made plans for the day so looking forward to a meaning relationship time.


Everyday the four of us would get ready to be glued to Suria at 730pm for Sephia. Yesterday was the last episode.


It s all about family relationship, the greed for money and how love conquers all.


So sad that people would throw away family relationship for the greed of money.


So sad that you would forget the sacrifices of your parents ( though adopted parents but still they see you through from infant) just to chase material wealth.


Sometimes it may be just a show on screen but on screen show will portray true life situation.


DON"T I KNOW THAT!


But like in the show there is always karma. What goes around comes around.


Thus when things happen to me, I don't react. I rather stay compose.


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O levels

So it starts on Monday 20th October. The first week looks hectic with papers back to back all the way to 6.40pm for EL paper.



To all students taking the Os work hard and all the best.


To Nadia, our prayers are with you all the way.


Work hard and persevere.


Insya'allah.

Newborn

I went to visit a colleague who gave birth somewhat two months ago. The baby had chosen to wait to be delivered only at 42 weeks of gestation and thus the mother benefitted from the new incentives given out by the government.

Lucky her. Which made me wonder should I want to also gain from this new incentives, means I have to go through maybe 38 weeks of carrying a baby, then maybe if I am lucky 12 hours of labour then 44 days of confinement and many more months of nite feeds, diaper change and years of headache.

On the other hand, maybe not. I dont think I need these extra benefits. I am thankful with the 3 that I already have. Cukup lah.

Thats us with Joel Chua.. son of Clara Chua. Born at 4.6kg with which I was like 'OMG'.

How's your day?

SOME DAYS ARE GOOD DAYS


SOME DAYS ARE BAD DAYS


SOME DAYS ARE HAPPY DAYS


SOME DAYS ARE SAD DAYS.


My days of late have been a sad day.


Feeling emotionally chocked by event that had happened.

Feeling lost over severed ties.

Feeling betrayed over false accusations.

Feelings that would not go away and feelings that would be constantly relived.

As long as ... I dont know when.

This I heard over the radio.

Before sending out an angry email and regretting it later, send it to yourself first. Listen to yourself and see how you sounded when you read it.

But what about words that had been said in anger.

What happens when there are regrets?

How do you take back your words?

A New Man

5 days after Raya.. from this




To this.




Dah sunyi nenek nye kat rumah.

Happy 19th Birthday Khairi.

Firsts

This year Raya was somewhat different. There were many first in my life.

First Raya with mother at my place.

So we would expect that there will be many many visit from siblings and relatives to my place on the first day. We had to make adjustments to normal Raya routine. Thus we made a quick visit to in-laws hse at Tampines and had to detour back to Jurong. Later that evening we proceeded back to the east for visits to in-law and ustad's hse.

First Raya that we all ZSS Muslim staff decide to wear baju kurong together.

First Raya that I decide to entertain friends from ZSS at my place.

Finally I made Sham's dream come true. Its a 7 year old dream sampai org tu bersujud syukur di rumah ku as soon as he arrive.

And my first jalan raya to ZSS frens hse. Really. After 7 years. From Jurong to 4 houses in Bukit Panjang area then 3 houses in CCK area with Woodlands area for KIV.

So much for all my firsts.

Oh and another first..

Syukur. Sweet kan.